Dream envisage dream

Written at the daybreak or early morning on 03 May 2014

Last night, I got wake up about several times because I felt that I remembered my unconscious mind in different world—or you can define that I dreamed in my beauty sleep. There was merely two real-visage story that I would tell you. The first one was about my dream which transformed to different phase of my other dream. The dream on the first context was about my target. However, the dream which had been transformed, was about the dream in the night. The second one was not really important, I think, because It just told us an unnecessary story. Yet, I did not know why I always tell you and myself about my special unconscious mind in the cold night. Let us see!

The first one was about my dream to go abroad which had been became reality in another dream in my night. For our information, this year, I decided to collect my power in case for preparing myself to go abroad. My mission indeed is going abroad this year, as soon as possible, at least next year, 2015. The story was like usual—freak and mysterious.

Once upon a time in my mind, I went to a mysterious place with unknown people. Firstly, I felt that I went to a tour in other country. I met and talk with foreigner from Arab Saudi. There, I did not know what language I spoke to him. I just asked where are he come from before I predicted that the man came from Mecca. Furthermore,  I did not know why but the condition was floody on my feet. Where was I really? What a tour I went to? This was really mysterious.

As the story told before, I did not know everything changed instantly. I suddenly went to a place, like a museum or a hotel perhaps. I met my old friend, Ipra, when I want to left that building. We met there in the main gate of that building. I did not know whether I talked to him or not. Necessarily, that building was like a museum with yellow brownish colour on the wall. There, I saw many people—came and left, like a society of holiday thirst maybe. 

After that, everything changed again instantly. I presumed on that story that I was in South Korea with some of my family. This time, maybe, we were in a hotel with a view of a magnificent bridge like Suramadu or Golden Gate. There, I was really contented seeing the beautiful Golden Gate in Souh Korea as my assumption. I saw it on the night with beautiful light of the bridge. There, I superbly want to took a photo of me, jumping happily with that beautiful bridge as the background.

Perhaps, the bridge was looked like this:

Namhae Bridge in Busan, South Korea

But there was something pity. The yard of the hotel was full of water—it was flood again like the story before. Suddenly, I thought that it was okay about flood in Indonesia, even though the thrive country like Souh Korea felt the same. After that, I saw my family member talked each other. I saw my aunty especially Wa’ Ibu on that scene. However, the other one, I did not recognize well.

There, I brought my laptop in my bag to a table with many people. I did not know what the purpose was, but I thought that I want to used the laptop enjoying the beautiful night and magnificent view of the bridge by sitting and surfing the internet with the laptop. However, my family told me to go back—I really did not know—I therefore took my laptop on that table. On that table with many stranger, I was afraid my laptop would be stolen by people but the reality that it was okay.

Everything lost as usual. I met with my older brother told me about the dangerous of this place. He knew it after went out and saw everything outside alone. For our information, my brother usually went outside seeing strange thing and explore the place that we together visited. So that, he did the same like the real world he has done. He told me that he felt the scary aura here. He shouted and the scary aura responsed him with a nightmare sound like a wolf or a dangerous animal. He felt that there is so many dangerous animal hunted for the human’s life here. Okay, I thought that it was so freaky. What the story told me indeed? I really did not understand.

The next story was about unnecesary thing. I sat on the ground in an unknown place. At the same time, I met my younger friends stand in front of me. There were two of them walking together. But they seemed did not know me at the first time. Yet I thought that they did not see me. I did not know what happened next but this was really unnecessary.

Really, there were three available stories but I just told you solely two. I believe there is an essence from those stories. What the story told me was about my dream to go abroad and about myself in people’s eye. The first story, in South Korea, told me that I do not need to afraid to go abroad like my brother looked a dangerous thing there. I must know the obstacle is really awful and dangerous but no matter what I need to face it so that I can go abroad in the reality. 

The second story told me that maybe I still remained unrecognized well in the society. I did not give value to people to make a change. So that, I really need to give impact to society and I therefore will be well known by people in that society.

Next time, I hope that I really will go to South Korea!  آمين